Playing blind folded in the knife drawer

Playing blind folded in the knife drawer. What my life has been like for the past 17 years. Every day you stick your hand in that drawer ..some days you hit a Butter knife & things are tolerable. Other days, you hit that BIG serrated knife & little pieces of you are gouged out.. Then, some days you grab that SHARP one. Once you grab that one a few times you know what you have to do..THAT is the one that severs ties, kills love & cuts self esteem to shreds. Welcome to my knife drawer.